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Free —

If I Make a song With words that make you worry Will you Lock me up And buy yourselves a jury If I Gather the ones That feel the same as me Will you Call us terrorists And say we can’t be free Stuff a blanket down my throat Throw me off a one man […]

When I listen to non mainstream music —

I feel similar sensations each time. Many times, independent original music is presented in different and unique ways. The levels might not be “standard”, for instance. Maybe the musicians are doing the recording themselves. Maybe there’s a single room mic capturing every instrument, every harmony as they intermingle in the (same) space that occupies the […]

I Am —

I am The two sides Fit snugly together You are Just one side But you got it better I don’t Wanna sit aside And just waste away, but When I Set my sights My time’s going down the drain Slow down Speed up If you don’t play the game You’ll waste away But I wanna […]

Another systemd rant —

Systemd seems to take control away from the console user. For instance, with Sysvinit, if I encountered a problem with a startup or shutdown script I could normally CTRL+C out of it and the system will continue on its merry way. Today, I shut my computer down to air-dust it. When I hooked it back […]

The Unofficial Smilie Face Glossary —

I was rooting around my old BBS installation tonight and, while looking through the file bases found a document. A digital artifact, if you will. Before they were popularized as “Emoticons” by hundreds of AOL junkies, and eventually replaced with emojis, way back in the beginning….they were “Smilies”. This document, “The Unofficial Smilie Face Glossary”, […]

Find Me —

Find me When you least expect it Don’t try me, I’m undetected Catch me And it’d all change Chase the wagger a bit more, baby So find me In the air around you There’s nothing more true But you wouldn’t believe it So find yourself In the darkness of your chambers Nothing can remain here […]

Why a C64 theme? —

The C64 theme has to do with my childhood. When I was growing up (from age 5 to… 11?) You would normally find me in the living room, laying stomach down on the blue carpet, Commodore in front of me. We had it hooked up to our big old wooden framed television set. I’d be […]

Dementors —

Sorceror Dark sea of awareness glowing coat of awareness Flyers Predator Keep inner silence They will be bewildered They will leave Envelope, suffocate This is their job Eat a baby’s glowing coat Leave only a spine, a sliver to keep us alive Keep us in your fear Our awareness Will keep you Away Our awareness […]

Oh, Outlook —

No matter how many times I tell people ‘Do NOT use Outlook’, they don’t listen. No, they just don’t listen. They go and use Outlook because they ‘like’ it, because it’s what they’re used to. And then they come crying to me when they get a corrupted .PST file. Again. And again. *facepalm* UPDATE: It […]

Music vs. Music Videos —

When I listen to music, I focus on the sound, the song. The strumming pattern of the guitar chords, the melody of the vocals, the bass, the solos, the drums. The structure of the song and its harmonies, its mode(s) (to the best of my still rough ability) and essentially how it makes me feel. […]

systemd vs. *nix Culture —

I’ve been doing a lot of reading on systemd for the past few days. I honestly didn’t notice it creep into my own Debian Jesse system much until I went to reboot and it hung on stopping smbd – for some reason it felt necessary to wait almost 5 minutes (with a counter) for it […]

Chime —

Time Time heals no wounds But the ones you choose to heal Chime Watch the years go by But this is still so real Gain Nothing but remorse In how to feel Again Contemplate the end Kill but don’t defend Fall and rise again Hold your baby on the tree branch Read the leaflet Choice, […]

Transcripted Voicemail —

it’s-space(?) when I came-i-don’t-go(?) over there with and answer any dental vehicle but I don’t not able to plug in for myself of something that’s just i’d(?) contact the center-so(?) we’ll probably be over the-way(?) so I want to see if they see if they both they-face(?) single see if they really won’t know.”

A case of the Mooondays —

I feel like the right side of my brain is being smothered by the left. Gently, with grace. Maybe just enough that I don’t notice most times. Maybe my recollection of the past brings forth the reality that I am wildly out of balance. Too much analytical, logical thinking, not enough creativity. I want to […]

Why I still use a Palm Pilot (gasp!) —

Ok so I guess I’m a bit biased – I’ve been using Palms (and earlier PDAs) for a long time. I’m 34 now, and I started using PDAs when I was 16 (yeah, I’m a computer nerd). I’ve been able to keep the same memos, address book, and date book for a very, very long […]

Waking up —

Do you ever feel like you have the answers to life and reality when you wake up every morning, only to forget them in a matter of  seconds? I woke up this morning and was thinking about vibrational frequency and how it relates to our physical bodies (and the rest of the physical universe). What […]

Welcome to Reality —

Hello, and welcome to reality. Please buckle up! The purpose of reality is to serve you in your creative endeavors. It is a static world, which means that your actions are everlasting and have the potential to affect everything and everyone around you. Unlike other realms, reality is “sticky” by nature; it is a landscape […]

Music —

Music doesn’t require image. Music doesn’t want image. Music is sound. I wish we focused as much on audio as we did on our visual senses. Is this evolution? I beg to differ. A temporary disruption in input, IRQ bank full. Focus on what is at hand. Don’t be distracted.